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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Had just done my sociology test. Results? 9,9,8,10,9. Total, 45/ 50. But only consists 12.5% of the whole coursework. haha.
I can say I make some stupid carless mstake. Never read the questions carefully. Spend $29.50 for the textbook for the test. haah, worth it though. especially ever see the previous test paper, it really is. The fill in the blank is really a KILLER. lol
well, at least i got one worry off my mind. next will be all the projects! well, deadline is closing in and the time of the year is coming very soon...final exams! oh well, i guess worry bot that later!
Anyway. have a jolly gd year!
Gd nite:))))
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Hmm...watch Night in the Museum with my godsis Cassandra. Well, I am kinda used to call her using her chinese name rather than English butwell, writing is anothing thing, haha.
Oh well, I guess things went pretty roller coaster nowadays, I realised that that are lots f things u can compared and u need to seek to clarify. But then again, human nature tend to assume things and few will really go the extra miles to clear it. Happens to me, you and everyone. We are humans after all...haha
Anyway, I spend quite a sum this week. Almost what I earned into spending. Haha, got to save some money. LOL. My aim for the year end of 2007 is to have at least $3500 in my bank...hehe, seems hard from the way I spent and the fact that I am $1000+++ away from my goal...haha, unless I strike some lucky draw or something LOL
Okay, I think I end my random topic here. Good night:)))
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas! LOL HOHOHO
I dunno why i feel this way but I really feel this way. What went wrong, what had I done to deserve this. I had tried but I am kind of tired of trying now. I am never part of them. I had seen clearly what I really mean to some of them this festive season. I cant help but to feel hurt and... betrayed. I treat all my friends equally and hopefuly well but I think this is all I get. I cant help but to feel that I am pain in the butt to them and wishes to get rid of me asapI may not be a perfect friend, I had faults that many find irraiting, annoying, but I tried to change.
It seems that I am destined to be lonely for the rest of my life. I may have lots of friends but I have never had a one true best friend. But still, I will continue trying, and maybe some day, I may find a best friend.
Good nite...Merry Christmas
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Haha..my first bloogy with my new lappy! LOL. Though the mouse can be annoying..haha..i think i will take sme time to get use to it. lol
well...lets see...the week had gone so fast and the new year is coming! Yahoo...happy pre merry chirtmas and 2007 haha. LOL
I read a news article today and realise how right they were when they said even teenagers who blog seldom bare their souls to the public. True...even now I still dun dare to write anything down for fear in upsetting someone..haiz...i think blogging is quite restricted in some sense that u find urself not wanting to write everything down.
Anyway, I just read some1's blog...i wun say who but i realise my so call 'importance' to that person. well...i will go much in details but to say that I dun really feel good after reading it..like i dun even exist. It didn't indirectly insult me or anything but..oh well..i think i will just let it pass..haiz.. Maybe I think too much or sth but i just...dunno...
Oh well, it will going to be a bz week. But i do looking forward for the overnight chirstmas' eve stay even though i cannot make it most of the night due to work commitment. oh well...have to work extra hard to maintain this lappy...
Ok that's all folks. Got to be the longest entry eh?
I shall end with a note then...
"There will be friends forever but there will not be forever friends"
True? I leave it up to u to decide for urself
Gd nite:))
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I came across my diary when I was Sec 1 and when..I have lots of laugh. Haha...I cant imagine myself writing that now...anyway, I dun mind revealing my sercets of the year 2002..
Here goes..(My comment as a now..'mature' 17 years old
1.I killed 10 ants(I dun remember counting)
2. I play computer for more than 2 hours a day(True)
3.Sleep all day(True..till now)
4. Scold my fishes(I did that?)
5. Hide my earphones(Ya, I still remember playing hide and seek with my brother for that)
6. Go to friend's house(used to be a 'crime' by my parents)
7. Type wrong letter(What letter?)
8. Drink bubble tea(My mum ban me last time from drinking it)
9.Telling bad things about F4(I really dun like F4 that time..dunno why)
10. Feed my fish with medicine.(I dun remember hating my fishes so much)
11.Pretend not to be jealous(over what? I cant remeber)
12. Read more than 10 more likely meant for adults romance novels(I still read that now)
13.Write bad poems(Sometimes I do)
14. Scold author for not updating stories(Childish..I know)
15.Make the person I like hate me(I used to do that. Now..is the opposite:P)
LOL. I wrote all that when I was 12 going on to 13. Haha. I cant help but to remember that good old times when I still have my tainted rose glass on. Haha. Maybe..I should starts writing sercets of the year 2006..lol. But I wun post it up..hehe:P
Gd nite
Monday, December 04, 2006
"The death of a loved one. For they that remain grown weaker and weaker. For they who remain the wound grown weaker and weaker, their hearts in bondage,"
"All is illusion, but there is a truth within a illusion. When the illusion fades, the truth will still resonate within you."
"Try to remember your former self, remember how you used to feel, remember how you used to want."
-Valkyrie Profile-Lenneth
I dunno why but I love these quote dearly. Somehow, it do reflect some phrase of our lives...I guess so..
Sometimes I just dunno what's happening around me, everything go so fast. I tried to catch up but I sometime feel out of breath trying to do so.
Who am I...what am I...what is my purpose for being in this world? Till now, I am still asking myself this.
Tan Sze Yin Jacyln(Chen Shiyin Jacyln)...everyone know me by this name. This name is the first gift by my parents and I will honour it. But I wonder, what happen if they give me another name? Will I be different from what I am today? Is our names linked to our fate...our destiny? Hmmm...I wonder. Haha. Though I wish..I could add one more name to my IC, and i will do so once i turned 21..and that name..? Well, I guess people should know by now eh?
Gd nite:)
Friday, December 01, 2006
I highlight my hair brown! LOL with tratment cut and wash everything..haha from JB. Sponsor by dear mummy and a bit from me..LOL
My hair softer now I guess? Haha, but the colour not much different..haha, but oh well, at least it is slightly diff..lol
My hairstylist for the day is Louis...recommanded by mum. He is well..more femmine..thats all i can say..haha. but a nice person neverthless.
Next treatment? B4 CNY. Hopefully I have enough money by then..lol
Oh ya, I have quite a lot of fun on tues..haha. take my very first neoprint with HY, PEG, PQ and TE. Quite fun and well..due to space constraint, i leave it to let whoever that is reading to see the prints in PQ and PEG blogXD
Tmr comm skills test, hope I can make it and well..POM quiz..hmm..I hope I can make it as well...
Gd nite:)
