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Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas! LOL HOHOHO
I dunno why i feel this way but I really feel this way. What went wrong, what had I done to deserve this. I had tried but I am kind of tired of trying now. I am never part of them. I had seen clearly what I really mean to some of them this festive season. I cant help but to feel hurt and... betrayed. I treat all my friends equally and hopefuly well but I think this is all I get. I cant help but to feel that I am pain in the butt to them and wishes to get rid of me asapI may not be a perfect friend, I had faults that many find irraiting, annoying, but I tried to change.
It seems that I am destined to be lonely for the rest of my life. I may have lots of friends but I have never had a one true best friend. But still, I will continue trying, and maybe some day, I may find a best friend.
Good nite...Merry Christmas