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Saturday, July 21, 2007

Yo! 5 weeks down and 4 more to go! Next week will be at the hot kitchen, where I heard rather relax compare to the other kitchens...hmm...I shall see...

Hmm, where I should start? This week western kitchen not so bad after all, haha. I was the sous chef on the last day, but nothing major happen ba, abit slow I guess, lol. On Monday and Tuesday I was doing the duck confit, then wed and thurs do some veggy cutting stuff..lol

This week quite fun ba after all. lol.

Oh ya, today went to Chango new T3 for testing, quite fun actually, with fake passport and everything. Of course, we depart to 'Bejing' and came back..fast. lol. Then instead of going back to TP, I went to T2 instead to take 858 home, much easier..lol...

And today, some of them realise what is my weakness liao, I mean, I kinda quite easily pei seh, so when they call that person name, I will starts to freak out..after all, walls have ears, man...so embrassing but I had fun, I mean, you know, getting tease every now and then is good. Besides....contine this sentence yourself:P

Anyway, reflection of the week, as long as I do things with conscience, I simply need not to care what people really think. I mean, is hard to change views on u once it is set. I still believe through actions(good or bad) people will slowly change their view on u. I am not good with words, I tend to say the wrong thing. And I am not exactly a people's person many people think I may.

I will not remember the wrong people do to me, the misgiving, the bad talk or whatsoever. I shall remember the good thing. I will do my best to treat everyone the same. I will give kindess but whether they return, dun return or even backstab, I shall remain with a clear conscience, after all, whats the use of remember those bad things? It will remains in your heart and cause you sickness and in the end, you gain nothing as well.

I am after all. still human, so, it may not be ez but I will try. I am not perfect, people will still dislike me no matter how hard I try but as long as I live with a clear conscience, I know somewhere out there, there will be some1 who understand me.

Reading and watching guan yin's words has enlighten me quite a bit. I may not get the grasp the deep meaning in my life, but one thing I know, hatred will bring no happiness in your life, so, I shall start to begin to let go slowly, and take every challenges in life.

Just some insights of my view of life:)

So, I shall remain happy, look at the good side and just smile my way through in life.:))

Till next week:)