Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I will not cryBecause I am strong inside
I will not cry
Because it is just nothing to me
I will not cry
Even if it hurts my heart
I will not cry
Because I am used to it
I will not cry
Because it will be just a waste of time
I will not cry
Because it will show my weakness
If I would not cry
Then why is the sob sound coming out from my voice
And my cheek is wet with the river of tears from my eyes?
Because...because
It just hurts so much that the melody of sorrow wants to sing its song
Till is driven out and slowly flow back in
Where it can wait to sing its melody of sorrow once more...
This rather short 'poem' is inspired by Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, from the POV of the heroine, Maron/Jeanne:)
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Weekend again. This past week was kinda..boring I guess..haha. But still, got to do some interesting stuffs like:
- Going to JB on mon and wed
- getting a bag from there
- bough the entire kamikaze kaitou jeanne manga!(Love it:))
- Watch the entire kamikaze kaiou jeanne anime:)
- Going to natsu matsuri on sat
- BBQ at Sembawang Park on sun
Lol, theres what I bascially did this week. Totally love the new anime/manga I am watching and reading now. Maron and Chiaki(Jeanne and Sinbad) are sooo cute together! lol..kind of help me pass my time quickly..lol
Went to help up in natsu matsuri(Japan summer festival)on sat..help to set up tables and after that. I was in the yukata! lol, first time wearing it and kinda feel tight in the middle..lol..but is fun watching all the stalls and how it feel like in an Japanese event. I feel like in mini Japan yesterday..haha. Going in nxt year for sure XD
Me in yukata! Kinda blur..but oh well..should have bough camera in the first place!Have bbq at sembawang park today with suntec friends..lol..have some fun there and eat till full..lol
Going back to work on Tues at Jurong..lol..hope to have a nice week ahead!
seeya!
Friday, August 17, 2007
The Cold Kitchen chefs with Chef H..without wearing our chef's uniform..lol
lol, one is never enough..hehe. Chef Ken with Michelle, Ting Ting and Leonice:)
Chef Ken and Ting Ting!
Me and Chef Ken!
Me and Chef H(Tall isn't he? lol)
Me and Chef Marc!Thats all I have for the movie now with the 3 CIA Chefs. Going to miss them dearly and thank you for imparting your knowledge to us! Hope to see you guys again next year and have a safe flight journey tmr!:)
Pastry area..part2
Baking area, 7 days of non stop dough making
Pastry area, 7 days of erm, for me, stock taking
This is where my 1st 3 weeks starts right after the 3 weeks at skills deveoplement:)
Just some images of where we usually get our ingredients. The meat&veg chillers and a freezer. Btw, the freezer is at least -16degree...*cold*
My last 2 weeks were spent here:) The Cold Kitchen. Sandwich, salads and more! lol
Lol, the pretty much saying everything:)
Me and Chef Phua!
me and Chef Joyce:)
the 2 local female chefs:) Chef Joyce(left) and Chef Phua(right)
The skills kitchen:) Where I spen my first 3 weeks at skills development and my 2nd last kitchen of hot production kitchen:)
The family meal room:) Where we literally have our tasting here as well as lectures sometimes too:) And Yee Liang just happen to be there..lol
The infamous stewarding area:) With Peggie playing around and Sarah actually working hard cleaning up...lol
Girls from both skills kitchen:) Pei Xin, TingTing, Angie, Rou Wen and Hui Ying. The extra fingers belongs to Kevin:/..lol
Me and Ting Ting!XD
3 roses of Cold kitchen:) Pei Xin, Ting Ting and Michelle
Two of the roses of Cold Kitchen:) Pei Xin and Ting Ting:)
Everyday attendance awardXD
Random shots of Stanley and JiaLoon at the Bucher Room..lolMore pics coming up!
Today is the last day of CP. The day I waited for but somehow, I feel very sad having to know that this will be the last day. No more waking up at 5 daily, no more trying to keep me hair messy, no more trying to get my uniform day and tidy the next day. It had been 4 months and somehow, I know I am going to miss it...
Today did a major cleanup in the kitchen and done the baking and pastry test. Also, got a mini gifts from Ms Wilson for attending class every day, along with 4 other friends:) Took some pics around the campus and us too:) Really miss stepping into the kitchen again...
Just watch the movie with the CCM cohort and the 3 CIA chefs, Chef Joyce, Ms Wilson and Mr Tan. It was a very funny show indeed..haha
After the show, it was rather touching and a few tearful goodbye. Had been holding back my tears when the CIA chefs bidding us farewell. It was indeed a heartwarming moment. I really enjoy the time spending with them. Hope to see them next year when the CCM juniors step into the kitche:)
Everything have finally come to an end. I believe all of us have both good and bad memories here. And now, lets look forward for a rather challenging subject: Service. :/
And next post, all the pics(hopefully) taken today:)
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Yahoo! One more week=5 more days before the end of the culinary practical! Well, I admit I will miss the whole experience, in fact, it have been a wonderful experience so far, learning new receipes and stuff. But still, holiday is almost here seems nice..lolAnd next sem is service! Haiz, I think will be more stress than culinary even though only twice a week...
Next week tues and wed will be the offical opening! Hmm, I am invoved in cooking the leek and potato cold soup...I hope will be tasty enough...otherwise...
Oh ya, suddenly got inspired, Heres a poem, will explain afterwards..lol:
Every string sew for you
Every pain bear for you
Tears cried silently for you
But all you see is my smile for you
The sealed pounch is slowly opening by you
By your words and action, everything done by you
Even though I tried to find others, the hope had been dashed by you
However, I am also glad because hope is also given by you
Yet, your words,have yet again, dashed this hope
So now, I have to seal back the bleeding pounch
While smiling bravely in front of you.
Ok, end of this sound but not really poem. Haha. Actually, maybe I will explain more in the future, that somehow, deep inside my heart, there is always this one person there that I had to seal it up tightly, though my feelings for the others is really real. Oh well, nxt week then I explain ba..promised:)
Seeya!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Wow, just came back from vivo with my group of good friends;wanting, michelle and jd. haha, had quite a fun walking around and sit by the pond there talking and then take 963 home..lol..ZZZLost my ezlink card!!! Cant believe it!!! I also dunno y it just dropped. Haiz, now using my mom's ez link card. Now no more concession for me till my new card is ready...haiz..:(
Oh ya, 2 more weeks to go! Will miss the hot kitchen a lot. Chef Joyce is very nice and I like the environment in the hot kitchen..haha, really have fun learning there:)
Just wish to dig a hole for me now. I cant believe they shouted or rather, declared very loudly on u know what day...it was so...embrassing. I think he heard it already..haiz. dunno what to do now, think just let it be ba...haiz
Oh well, still got to live right? lol. Live for urself and someones who love and like u. why feel unhappy for those who are nt, oh well, actually, trying to anyway...
Live happily!
Seeya!
