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Squall X Rinoa 4 Ever!
Monday, November 19, 2007
Locking my heart away,
from the scream and cries,
that is outside of my locked heart.

I became emotionless
but nevertheless,
the screams and cries continue
to cause a crack at the door.

The screams and cries,
finally seep through the crack
Though little,
it is enough to make me crack.

But still, the door remain locked tight,
as I repair the crack every night
So that I could be,
the way I want to be,
and others to see

The smiles, joke and laughter I made,
It is not fake,it is from within my heart,
Thats because, I locked all my sadness away,
refuse to think about it and smile,
day by day

Contradiction after contradiction,
I keep my sadness in me,
and give away my happiness,
leaving the sadness to haunt me,
night by night.

So now, how I wish, someone
will have the key to my locked heart
unlocked it. and help me, take away all my sadness.
Let me cry out all at once,
then slowly, give me happiness to keep in my heart.

But for now, before that someone will come,
I will continue to lock away my sadness
give away my happiness.
Till the day, I finally crack totally,
Finally...no more...
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So hows was it? Hmm..ok i think. Got lots of things I wish to blog about...maybe next time ba. And now, nursing my badly cracked lips, on a 2 days MC..kinda first time since I entered poly..oh well. Still thinking if going to school tmr even I on MC..haiz. Maybe stay at home to study? Then wed...haiz. I am the host for top table. Hopefully, I will not screw up like guiing wrong tableetcetc...haiz..

Ja ne


About me

Tan Sze Yin Jacyln a.k.a Cheerlygal
Temeask Poly; CCM(Grad in 2009), SEED(currently)
Chongfu Pri(1996-2001) 1E, 2E, 3C, 4D, 5H and 6H
Evergreen Sec(2002-2005)1E2, 2E1, 3E2, 4E2
Nick: Ice/Lame Queen
No.1 Green Tea FanXD
Squinoa FanXD
Fantasy Dreamer...lol
Libra;)
06 Oct 89

Places of Promise

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Your Promise?









Year 2009 wishlist!
Friends around me:)
Keep Smiling
To slim down, hehe
To have many Hush Puppies clothes!
To pass JLPT 3, if not, JLPT 4!
To find Mr Right...LOL
And...the list goes on....lol

Loves(not in order:P)
That Special Feeling
My doggy
My godsis, Cassandra and cousin Yeongli
My parents
My godparents
My love to hate, hate to love big brother, Yan Sen
My grandma:)
My second aunt
My youngest aunt
My friends
And...you

Libra Forecast:)

My memories
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007
03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007
09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007
11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007
12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008
01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008
03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008
04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008
10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008
11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008
12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009
01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009
02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009
03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009
04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009
08/01/2009 - 09/01/2009
05/01/2010 - 06/01/2010
07/01/2010 - 08/01/2010


credits

kailanime
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