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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Well, quite a time had past since I started school eh? So many things to say, that is hard to express them in words. Maybe I will try to, but dun blame me if you cant understand at all...lol
Let's see, Service Practium, a rather fun but very stress subject, speaking of which, I am having part 1 of the pro test this Fri..lol. For sure, I am going to forgone the marks for alightment, something I NEVER get it right, so..just chiong lor...at least get 4 marks instead of lose potenially more marks..lol. I hope I can survive this Fri test and next week's one. LOL
Speaking of which, another test, Jap..I FAILED! Ok, I kinda serve myself right. I mean..study for only 1 hr and u expect urself to pass, especially when the passing rate is 60%..I gotta dream on..lol..oh btw..I got 42%..erm..actually, slightly better than I thought la..but I will try again!
What esle, I realise that I am a introvert extrovert? Huh u wonder. Basically, I am a introvert, prefer not to talk unless is the topic of my interest? Only when someone starts to talk to me then I will go into the extrovert mode. Basically, I will be a extrovert if I feel that people is accepting me...however, once I feel rejected, out or somehow feel out of place, I will turn into a introvert...I think every1 see it now. I donno why, but I think inside of me is trying to find some answer that I dunno what is the question in the first place that makes me quite alone. But of course, as stated above, once I feel that they dun mind me, I will be like last time. In fact, with my own cca group, I am rather 'loud' in a sense...lol..maybe I feel more at ease at them ba...
But then seriously, I dunno whats wrong with me nowadays, but dun worry, I wun be eating ppl out and I am pretty much the same old me ba..I guess..just look, sound and feel like anti-socialing(emo) that gives the impression that I think people may not want to come near me ba...I dunno..haiz...PR is such a complex matter...
Hmm..what esle? Oh well, I guess next time ba..
Seeya!