Saturday, December 15, 2007
Here I am again! This time, may be slightly longer post, lol..hmm..where should I start?
Last week of school perhaps? Basically, was Captain last week...haiz, got to be top table one of the bad captain ever, went blur and cluless of what i do..in short, lose control of the stationa nd hence, well, kind of frustrating at times. But I am very lucky to have Sarah to help me as well as others such as Peggie, Hui Ying, Vivian and Hui Ting to help me. Otherwise I think I will just...drown...
BESE presentation. Went rather okay...saw how I was during presentation and wanted to laugh..lol...and yes speaking of BESE..
Yes, this is how I 'look' like at my formal business shot. If you are wondering why I had such a 'flawless' skin, that is because it was edit in photoshot...and not so me actually..hmm. Comments:
"You look like those rather sly businesswomen(ha...ha)"----My dad
"Aiyo, you look so plastic, not nice at all"---My youngest aunt
"You look like going to sleep!"---My comment, (lo)
So..the above photo will be send as part of the resume, lol, I guess they will be surprise that photo and actual person is quite...different..lol
Ok, lets talk about this week.
I failed my F&B test! SOB, ok, I derseve it for not doing 30 marks question because I miss out..argh! And also, my jap..sob..have to retest again...haiz...
Accounting test? Will be nice if I can pass well, haha, oh well...see how ba...
Watch Alvin and the chipmunks with Cassan and Yeongli, my two younger cousins with the former my godsis as well..lol..some photos taken after the movie...
The Tan'sfamily cousins!(ok...left my bro who is Nsing....)
Ok..I look super mature when taking photo with them la. This is a typical example for a late teen and a fresh out of childhood teen..haha. We all look alike ya? lol
And of course...a spin at goddad's lorry!
Yup, the image is 'spining' also, lol And Yeongli look a bit retarted with his big face there...lol
The lorry stop at traffic light, hence..clearer...lol
And we spin again! Look at the hair! lol
Oh..Yeongli..where are you? lol..lost in the darkness..haha
Was super high at the lorry ride. bit of singing here and there and spooky stories..lol
Lets go for a spin again! haha
Thats all for the last 2 weeks! Next week, oh well...looks bleak to me..somewhat..hope my luck will be better:)
Will I ever to get an answer from you? I guess not
Should I go for my heart or my head...
To tell you straight
That I actually...oh well...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Listen to the blowing wind.It had something to tell you.
Secrets that people told them out of whim
Or even some secrets involving you.
Swinging at the swing,
Push by the midnight wind
I listen to secrets that the wind told me while I swing,
And the feeling of knowing is like intoxicated by wine.
Mixed feelings about the secrets I heard
I reflect how is like to know all secrets but could not tell
For saying it, people will get hurt
So, in the end, I decide to forget, rather than dwell
When I swing at midnight,
All secrets are thrown to the wind
And let the wind carry through the night
As it find someone esle to listen to its whim.
So, next time, listen carefully to the blowing wind
For it may contain some secrets you may want to know,
But please do not get hurt from the secrets you heard from the wind,
Since you are willing to listen to the wind, knowing the possible results.
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Hmm, I will say that this is a rather 'weak' poem in a sense that...it does not make sense..haha. And the last paragraph is sort of a struggle to write...lol
Will blog more tmr...if possible...haha about my past week going on. Not so smooth...I should say..haiz..oh well
Thats life, take it, lol
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Night after nightWith the stars blinking by,
I waited for my knight
To cross by
Thousand and one nights
Tears collected in my heart
Still, there is no knight.
Only a person with a hard hearted heart
Playing around with my mind,
Trying to make me believe
That you could be mine,
Only to turn up as a make believed.
Tears of thousand and one night,
Came pouring down like rain
Non-stop for the whole night
Till the tears of blood started to rain
With a cold emotionless eyes
Staring at the starless night
The night wind blast me with coldness like ice
Mocking me for having a heartless knight
Now I should let myself go
To somewhere where there is no pain
And perhaps someone who appreicate me so
And let my world be full of colourful paint
But now, my heart has no more love for the knight
But endless hatred for him,
For a thousand and one night
Goodbye then, my him...
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Okok, the above poem have NOTHING to do with my personal life.....ok....I admit...just abit...but the 'tears', 'blood', 'hatred' and rejection theme is not true, I just imagine it...somewhat.... Just something that came up while I listen to yi qian ling yi ye.
And 'ADMIRER'. thank you for likeing my blog and poem though I am curious to know who you really are. And Fanny, thanks too:)
Will update once I survive this week.
Captain + project deadline this week=80% dead me
Ja ne! (Tag bot the poem or gerenally anything if you guys are here reading:), need some feedback actually, esp bot the poem..lol)
Sunday, December 02, 2007
All right, almost 2 weeks since I updated..for real. Seriously, I wonder who will read my blog, lol, with boring staffs and language that I think I myself can understand only..lolOk..service. I play host for first week, kinda a bit ez job compared to the rest but u have to hold the phone at all times and ans some rather...interesting calls. And also, have to turn away guests that is dressed incorrectly. believe me, it is a hard thing to do..
Oh well, second week, stewarding, man..thas was real boring for the first hour, nothing much to do/wash. But actually, compared to outside, it is pretty slack, lol.
And annoncing my death...next wed and fri. I am captain! Argh! Have to take customers order, learn how to set tables, fire orders etc. worse still, I am captain on the week they have ala carte! I am sooooo going to died! X_X Oh well, at most hand over to the gallow at the end of each day, though the ez way out I guess is skip...but...have to experience first..dad right, died in sch better than die outside..it is a unforgiving world out there...
Jap retest...57/100! still failed! by 3 marks! what the heck! have to retest again! argh..oh well, same paper, this time, I know what to expect and study harder...haiz..i think i am digging my own grave...
Oh and, I am pretty slack this sem, I dunno why, dun feel like doing so much things now..though I will have to chiong..no matter what..haha..
What esle..oh yes..watch Enchanted with Wanting, JD and his friend..I can only say...I went 0_o all the way...lol
What esle...hmm...what esle should I ramble on?
Oh well, how is it like to like someone for quite long but nvr got to know his intention? very annoying, especially he tend to give false hope every now and then! argh! I really wanna ask but I hold back, afraid of losing the friendship. But I seriously want to know, so that I can give up and move on, if he like me not. Though if(but nearly impossible) he like me. it doesn't means have to go into relationship, I can wait..afterall, I had waited for so long, few years is nothing, and it also a test to see how strong is the like..oh well..
Ok then..end of rambling. Pls show signs, however that ppl are reading my blog *hinthint* otherwise this blog may die off..lol
